Huge… meaty ,thick, glistening, bulging and throbbing. Its not an exaggeration to say that I have a cock obsession. However, as much as Ive tried to resist it, the gay fantasies have grown to dominate… to the point that most of the porn I look at is gay. I would go through different phases with my fantasies and browsing, from 'straight' to 'gay' and everything in between (trans, etc.). The deep fasciation / appreciation of the penis I feel has been with me ever since I can remember, and 95 % of all the porn Ive watched in my life (which is a lot) is footage of oral sex, both straight and gay (but always cock sucking). I've researched the topic a lot on the internet, and I know my condition is not an uncommon one (to my relief), but I hope to stimulate deeper responses than the usual debate about sexual orientation / labeling, as I am searching for some guidance around the issue.
Outside my imagination, I have never had any 'gay' experiences whatsoever, but am finding myself closer and closer to realistically considering the option of indulging this persistent fantasy. Here goes…In short, I am a young 'straight' guy with a cock fetish, that fantasizes about gay oral sex (being sucked and sucking), and for the first time is considering indulging my fantasies. Let me start off by saying it is a big step for me to post this, and I had to work up the courage.
